Bullshitting (go back »)

Today there was a fight at my lunch period. It was between these two grubby looking fat girls and it was hilarious. Like, okay, in my cafeteria, the southern side is occupied by the ghetto kids and the northern side is divided in half, half preppy assholes and half cool kids that don't really fit in. I think one can guess where I sit. Anyway, this random ass girl just comes up and punches the shit of this other girl, and then this massive fight breaks. All these ghetto little freshmen ran to see it, but everyone else in the lunch room was cracking up. It was so funny, 'cause this principal tried to break them up but he couldn't, so he stood up on a table and tackeled the fatter of the two girls to the ground. She was struggling and shit and everyone else just laughed even harder. It was kind of tragic in a way, though, beacauce people like that don't really know how to cope any other way. Like, I think about that kind of stuff all the time.

My high school is  little cool like that because since we have three major factions of people, it's easy to compare the different ways people act. Especially the whole male/female dynamic. I'm kind of like that, weird in a way, like I'm always looking around to see what other people are doing. It's just sad because alot of those girls are in no way, shape or form feminine or girly, and they all seem to crave attention. They behave like men in a way, and it's like they're just in the universe floating around. Like, if you notice all the girls in history and shit, they like to be pretty and cute an delicate and valued, if you're with me. I'm not to good at articulating myself like I am at articulating stories. I personally want a wonderful, lasting peace-love in my life from some awesome dude. But alot of ghetto chicks act so loud and hateful like "I don't need anyone" to the world and they just go through life being these stereotypes and it's fucked up. BTW, I'm writing again.

Peace and Love,

Imani